something happening???

today?
Saturday?
boring Saturday?
next week?
busy?
test?
presentation?
pass up report?
roommate birthday?

i really feel want to give up all of this....
can i just live the life that i had before 18?
everyday have a lot of trouble
a lot of question
i really felt tired with thinking
but the thing that i can do for now just only think
solve problem.
but i don't have that courage to face the trouble or problem that i'm facing
i really don't know want to face it.
someone can help?
i think no one.
i dislike this kind of life.
i hate it....
i love the life before....
i really hate it...
i hate it
hate it
hate it
but i can't stop every thing that happening
i just can stop my mind for a few second
but after i make up my mind for this few second
i still need to face those stupid problem
why i say it is stupid?
cause the answer always at there
but i don't know why i still thinking the way or the method to solve it.
i should study for my test in this morning
but i did not do it
i should prepair for my presentation
but not yet do the slide show
i should finish the report
but i dint finish it
and the last is my roommate's birthday
this not a big trouble.
the way is pick a present and give her
but i don't have car
and don't know what should i buy.

now just the real last question special for you?!
go ahead and do what you actually want
i won't stop you
i just want you make up your mind
does he is your MR Right?
if you felt it is, then just go ahead
i just don't want you get hurt anymore just like the way your ex treat you
I hope that he really din't bluff you at all.
next sentence is specially for you~
time reveals a man's heart.

if he really dint bluff you at all
then is my wrong.
no one is perfect
sometime i also will be the wrong person.
if you think we can be close again?sure is the time.
but first
i want to tell you that it will be take a long long time.
i'm so sorry to the way i treat you.
but i won't regret with that.

some question i want you to think
我们认识了多久？
你们又认识了多久？
我们感情比较深还是你们的比较深？
我会害你吗？
我会不理会你的感受吗？
我会因为这样而妒忌你吗？
我会这样无厘头的生气吗？

只要是人类的眼睛都能看的出来的东西
还需要我来辩解吗？
是为了什么？
你自己好好想想吧！